Thursday, March 19, 2009
with this post, my blog will be brought to life once more.. after being covered with cobwebs, spiderwebs, dust and etc etc..
well.. just celebrated my bdae about a week ago.. and i am glad i spent it with people who meant alot to me.. especially YOU (= wishes from family and friends.. reali appreciate everyone's well wishes.. although it wasn't exactly a good day for me and for everyone.. chem common test paper was on tt very day! so tell me what kinda celebration was that.. perhaps it was a good time of sharing and interaction with classmates after chem paper over lunch at carls jr.. discussing chem qns simultaneously.. hahas.. but then leh.. all in all.. the paper wasn't too good.. oh wells.. "move on" are the two words that will echo in my head..
march holidays are here! but yet it doesn even feel like holidays.. monday and tues was at science camp.. lots of things learnt and experienced from the camp.. and imagine me dragging myself to piano after camp.. lol.. wasn't feeling exactly tired.. more of lyk the worn out kinda feeling and just nt wanting to do anything kinda feeling.. but nonetheless still successfully survived.. wednesday went back to school for guitar practice.. and a rather long wan at that.. lol.. hardly have time for myself nw.. let alone time with friends and etc.. but am still very thankful for the dinner at a jap restaurant last sunday with kevin, wei en, kang ming, daniel and zhi chao.. and the present.. (=
well.. i don't reali know how to go about talking abt smt tat i want to talk abt.. just going to see how it goes.. if anyone noticed.. the title of my post is lyk somewhat weird.. okay.. not because that very word is in the title.. but it's nt smt that u wld usually see.. as my blog title at least.. can't reali pinpoint when it all started.. but i guess most probably at the start of this year and as it began to progress more into 2009.. i just feel this sudden weird feeling engulf me.. as though everything's changing.. and then again.. perhaps feeling is nt the appropriate word to use here.. it's more like a perpetual mindset that is gradually instilling inside me.. it's like somehow what someone said to me while walking into sch.. he said it's feeling weird.. and then it suddenly struck me.. even a few weeks ago.. i met someone else in the toilet and he said it seems lyk i changed.. and dats when it struck me too.. cld one possible reason for all this be because i hav celebrated my bdae quite recently? hormonal changes? lol.. seriously dunno.. it's lyk u never felt this way before.. and it puzzles u..
emo no more? perhaps much less as compared to my past.. i would sae i still emo.. but is it still a routine? i myself do not know..
(10:11 PM)