moonlit

My life was like a dark moonless night. There were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

Name: timothy
Age: 21
D.O.B: 11th March
Horoscope Sign: Pisces
timothy_ong5@hotmail.com

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Monday, October 27, 2008

okay.. it's time to put up some pictures.. cos ppl say my posts too wordy.. and so.. must add more pictures.. well..ya.. agreeable.. but u mus understand la.. very lazy to upload....... see! now got problem uploading also.. got some problem.. nvm..trying again though..

sumptuous food at my sister's bday dinner! ignoring the sauce..

what i had to resort to doing to solve the jay cube..

the end result!!

me wearing a op prop.. lol..

okay.. about the jay cube.. it's smt that i found myself to play with when i was at km's house.. lyk obviously very fascinating wat.. then when i started doing.. i realised that it was slightly different as compared to the normal rubix.. cos the pieces had to b in a particular orientation before it's considered properly done.. and so after figuring out how to settle the middle piece.. i felt so happy wif myself..and i started chionging.. den do finish ler super happy la! HAHAS... den took that above picture.. intending to blog about it.. but sadly.. before i cld even blog about it.. i look back at the picture and realised that the middle piece of the face on top.. it's wrongly oriented.. so i didn complete it at all.. yup.. u can go look closely at the face wif the alphabet J.. and u will notice smt's wrong.. the middle piece.. lol.. and so i didn get a chance to play with it anymore cos km made a fair trade wif someone.. and i was lyk disappointed.......

okay.. that picture was just taken on friday.. pw meeting at km's house.. lyk after completing that prop.. we started wearing it on our heads.. and lol.. joy took wanted to take picture of me.. so yeah.. hahas.. totally amusing..

anyways.. then again.. looking back at the pw overnight-ing at my place.. it was reali cool.. wf and km over at my place.. den the 3 of us working on our computers each.. lyk totally cool.. den nvr sleep at all the whole night.. resorted to drinking coffee to keep myself awake.. and den until the next day.. after our presentation was over.. we were lyk relieved that it was over.. but of cos ms teo arranged to meet us again during the break.. so my hopes of having lunch b4 cca leaders meeting were dashed.. that nvm.. was totally struggling to stay awake when she was talking to me.. even had to excuse myself to go to the toilet.. cos can feel my head dipping every half a minute.. dunno if she noticed but she jus completely didn say anything la.. which kinda amazed me.. den came the worst part.. cca leaders meeting.. i obviously had trouble keeping awake.. and when it ended.. so glad it was over..

now the only thing thats weighing down is op lor.. after that it's lyk complete freedom ler.. as if it wld even feel that way..

we still hav a long way to go.. the path we tread together.. just simply being there for each other.. all else is secondary..

why is the world so complicated? why is the world full of deception?



(1:21 AM)


Tuesday, October 21, 2008

wah seh! it has reali been a very long time since i last blogged..
alot and alot and alot of things have been happening.. lyk DUH! 1 MONTH LEH!
den suddenly wan2blog.. also feeling abit out of place.. wondering where to begin and all..
well.. obviously promos have ended quite some time ago.. and we got back our results today.. and lets just say i dont reali want to talk about it? or perhaps nt here.. yeah.. if u wld lyk to find out more.. u shld know what to do.. haha..

spending quality time wif one another is definitely one of the key ways and necessary ways to establish a close and strong relationship with one another..

well.. i went for a talk last saturday.. actually more of lyk a forum.. organised by the young adults ministry in my church.. and the topic was about love.. and it totally rawked.. questions were discussed on dating.. and etc etc.. and i reali cant help but say that it has widened my horizon by a relatively huge margin.. it has also enabled me to see things from a wider point of view.. it reali made me understand things from a larger perspective.. and to sum it all up.. it reali benefitted me alot.. and how i wish i cld share wif some of u what i have learnt.. it's reali great.. impactful.. and meaningful..

thx for all who asked about my results.. and expressed concern and interest towards knowing how i did.. but today was reali one day that was filled with a lot of emotions.. and yeah.. u can reali see the mood of everyone dipping downwards.. sad to admit.. our class didn't do well.. and yeah.. sometimes there's only one thing that we can do.. and that is to face reality..

i guess it is in this time of our lives where we are still struggling to find a stronghold in our lives.. something that we can hold dear to.. and exploring and discovering ourselves from the limitless array of possibilities.. and sometimes.. i just don't know what is it that im so concerned about.. sometimes i can't reali figure out wat is it that im running after.. placing an emphasis on smt? and all? sometimes i reali wonder.. when wld it be tt i wld gain a full understanding and picture abt wat life is totally about..

now.. perhaps one thing thats weighing most on my mind now is OP.. afterwhich we wld have achieved much much more freedom from the chains that we are bounded down by.. sometimes i myself wonder.. why is it that there's so much weighing on my mind.. or why do i keep thinking and thinking and thinking.. do i hav some mental disorder or smt.. i reali dont know lor..

and one quote i wan2share wif u guys that was mentioned during the forum.. it reali rawks.. it's taken from the book "the purpose-driven life" by rick warren.. it goes..

"the best way of life is love.. the best way to love is with time.. and the best time to love is now"

want to apologise for the short post.. but it's lyk yeah.. suddenly wan2blog reali feel kinda weird.. and the things jus don't flow as easily as when u're tired.. so signing off..

(10:41 PM)