moonlit

My life was like a dark moonless night. There were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

Name: timothy
Age: 21
D.O.B: 11th March
Horoscope Sign: Pisces
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Monday, December 31, 2007

oh well.. supposed to camp over in sch on the 26th de.. den my dad complain i tell him too late so dun allow.. so in the end stayed over on the 27th to see the annual UTC camp.. and just at looking at my juniors alone.. yup.. brings back alot of memories.. oh well..


the campfire..

the sunrise which we woke up so early to see but was disappointed..


weijie won tickets to see maria sharapova live at singapore indoor stadium.. and so nice of him to hv invited us to watch together wif him.. so the 6 of us.. chin boon, yuan hong, xuanyi, firdaus me and of cos weijie.. supposed to meet at kallang mrt station.. ended up so many things happened that foiled our plans.. weijie had to take taxi down frm serangoon aft cutting his hair.. and it was pouring so heavily.. we were stranded at kallang mrt for lyk quite some time.. and miscommunications here and dere.. resulted in us taking taxi to the new leisure park shopping centre.. where we had our dinner and we met weijie dere.. chin boon joined us alittle later..

well.. the match was seriously beautiful.. good shots were hit.. and good returns too.. well..overall.. maria sharapova was the more aggressive player.. and she won the first set 6-0.. and in the nail-biting second set.. anna chakvetadze at one stage led by 5-2.. but maria prevented anna frm winning the second set.. and she won all the way to 5-5..


maria's serve..

anna won another set which made it 6-5.. but again maria refusing to let her 1st set go to waste... won it back to make it 6-6.. and so it was the tie breaker.. 9-9 sia.. lyk how exciting was it.. lol..



the final score.. maria winner..

so as u can see.. the match lasted 94 mins.. totally cool lars.. actually i think the whole stadium was looking forward to the 3rd set.. lol.. then it wld realli have been a great match for all to watch.. yup.. so we ended up walking all the way back to kallang mrt.. which took us quite some time.. and wanted to eat supper de.. but den too late ler lar.. later no bus or train home.. den ya lor.. so we left for home.. yup.. dat was ytd..

looking back at year 2007.. it really has been an eventful year.. the emptiness sets in.. after graduating frm vs.. and entering a new phase of life.. oh well.. i wonder how i'm going to face it.. hopefully with an open mind.. and a positive outlook.. yup.. so as the year draws to a close.. wishing all a happy happy new year!


(12:01 PM)


Tuesday, December 25, 2007

sigh.. well.. reached home around 11.45pm last night after city harvest service.. and feeling realli realli screwed up.. don't ask me why.. that was the time it alr started to feel that it was one of the worst christmas ever.. well.. christmas service at city harvest was quite nice.. certain emo parts of the service.. yeah.. the candlelight part of cos.. i attended both the saturday service and the monday wan..which is the christmas eve wan.. yup.. here are some photos..


jus look at the beautiful sight!..

am i alone?...

or can i be with you?...

the christmas tree at the foyer where me and kevin sat for awhile b4 actually submitting to the fact that we reali had to go home..

well.. reached home around 11.30 plus.. and by the time i hav cleaned up and everything.. jus nice midnight.. no one realli arnd to actually talk to me.. and spend the arrival of christmas day with.. unlike xuanyi and meimei.. ha.. and so.. i called my church fren.. and we welcomed the arrival of christmas dae tgt.. and with the recent spate of events in my mind.. i was thinking.. this was realli gonna be a sad christmas.. it was lyk i realli didn't know wat was wrong with me or with the way i was thinking...

but i realli thank God for the msg this morning at my church.. talking abt this morning.. i woke up arnd 9.45am.. and i was lyk shoots.. my own church service was gonna start in lyk 45 minutes time.. and i rushed lorx.. den i saw dat my family members were all still laxing away.. den i figured out dat dey werent going lorx.. and usually.. i go wif dem.. dat kinda thing.. and so.. after some thought.. i got changed after cleaning up and without having my breakfast i rushed out of the house to go on my own.. and amazingly..jus as i was coming down frm the overhead bridge to the bus stop.. i saw my bus drive off.. so i spent the nxt fifteen minutes waiting for e nxt bus but none came.. so i decided to take taxi.. reached church at about 10.40.. 10 minutes late.. sigh.. but i didn regret at all..even tho i sat on the steps.. the songs inspired by the choir.. and the wonderful msg.. realli reminded me tt this christmas.. we should be focusing the whole idea of christmas on God alone.. and nth else.. in fact.. every christmas.. God shld be the focus of christmas.. thats where we can draw happiness.. and joy from.. everlasting.. and overflowing.. so i realli thank god for the msg todae.. that reminded me.. focusing on God alone.. and putting the other earthly issues into lesser consideration..

aft morning service.. went to hav christmas lunch with my grandma.. my two uncles.. all my mother's side wan.. and by the time finished lunch.. alr 2 plus gonna 3.. and poor longkuan waited so long for me.. really sorry! hais.. den spent lyk 10 min outside j8 coffee bean wondering where to go or wat to do.. and he was lyk complaining that he didn wan2 move at all.. in the end.. took cab down to paradiz centre.. merc somemore lar.. we were in luck.. haha.. altho dere was a comfort wan behind.. we still chose the merc.. and i remarked smt abt making this x'mas a slightly better wan by taking a merc cab.. lol.. and for breaking a record in my life.. it did make it better alittle.. so went to play pool.. and taught him 9-ball.. and we jus played.. it did get me off my mind for a bit.. and smt amazing happened towards the end of our pooling session.. hahas.. only longkuan knows wat.. and yup.. it was time to make my way to my uncle's house for steamboat dinner.. this time.. my father's side wan.. and yup..steamboat's my favourite.. soup and all.. haha.. great time of fellowship dere.. plus 2 babies' company.. and so.. that was abt it for my x'mas..

sigh.. is dere smt wrong wif me.. or is dere smt wrong wif the things around me.. pastor mentioned.. dat if God hears our complains abt why lyk this and why lyk that.. God wld wan2 change us and not the things around us.. bcos ultimately.. the only thing that we are in control of is ourselves.. individually.. and den recollecting smt frm city harvest sermon.. why love someone when u are gonna lose that someone in the end? but it's a perfect demonstration of God's selfless and unconditional love for us..

so God.. help us to love others lyk u hav loved us..


(11:19 PM)


Sunday, December 23, 2007

haven been posting of late.. and some ppl have been asking me to post.. so here i am! hahas..

oh well.. went to city harvest last night for their very first christmas service.. great atmosphere.. especially during the candlelight period.. and yeah.. everyone was given a candle.. and when a few were lighted.. the lights just started passing around.. and soon enough.. the whole sanctuary was lighted up wif many many candles.. and it was a really magnificent and beautiful sight.. it was a really touching sight.. and how i wished i was standing wif someone close to me.. yeah.. really touching.. and yup.. i did tear.. oh well.. sighx.. after service i just hung arnd wif nano's cell grp ppl.. and thankful to hav quite alot of ppl to talk to.. ppl like yuanhe, alvin, jun wei, jonathan.. and even andy.. whom we shared jokes with among ourselves.. yup.. both nano and kkm had parade on that dae and kevin was sleeping at home to recuperate from his church camp which ended that day.. oh well.. at least i got my small little tiny aim done.. and thats abt all that i'm that concerned about.. and yup..can set my mind at ease alittle..

anyways.. for the past few days.. hv been talking to abigail over e phone.. and yup.. it's definitely good to hav someone to talk to.. to share your problems with.. and to laugh at the slightest funniest thing.. lyk what i always tell everyone.. we.. as human beings.. weren't made to live on this earth alone or individually.. there's definitely a need for companionship.. and the importance of that.. can always be seen in interpersonal skills.. and friendships that last over a long long period of time.. yup.. so i'm grateful.. to hav u to talk to =)

christmas is coming.. it's the time of giving.. it's the time of sharing.. it's the time of spreading the good news of what our Lord has done for us.. and perhaps learn to be lyk him in his many Godly ways to actually show to many others in thsi world.. what it really is like to be loved..

i hv been constantly reminded.. to keep the friendships and relationships that i have very close and dear to me.. becos to me.. they will always be very precious to me.. undeniable.. one of the needs of human kind.. love and belonging.....

(11:26 PM)


Thursday, December 06, 2007

wahh seh.. wake up at 5.45am in the morning todae.. and feeling super tired.. hurriedly washed up and changed.. got ready to leave.. we turned out to be the last to board the bus lor.. so malu.. even the front desk had to call to make sure tt we were actually moving..

breakfast was packed for us on the bus.. consisted of cake, bun, lao po bing and grape juice.. we moved off to a final place to do our last shopping of snacks afterwhich we headed for the airport.. so after checking in.. it was jus nice time to go into the departure area.. and yup.. bade farewell to taiwan.. afterall it's my first time in taiwan.. so yup.. shook hands wif the tour guide as he brought us to the immigration checkpoints..

the moment we boarded the plane.. much to our delight.. we realised that there were personal TVs!! woo hoo.. dunno how come our return flight hav personal tv but our flight there didn't hav any.. (mus hv heard our complaints) oh well.. anyway it was different plane.. we came in a boeing.. but we left in an airbus.. yup..

the personal tv touch screen also lars! cool right.. had games lyk dai di, chinese chess, chinese checkers, mahjong, sudoku... all of which i mentioned i played.. and den i began having some headache.. so i stopped to sleep for awhile.. but dunno why cannot fall asleep lar.. turn here turn dere still cannot slp.. in the end.. slp for that very short while.. den the air stewardess wake me up and ask me wat i wan to eat.. argh.. oh well.. so watched rataouille or however u spell it as i ate my lunch.. though not very appetizing.. actually intended to read a book wan..but end up nvr read at all..

the plane began to descend.. and wahh.. the pressure change either very fast or smt wrong wif my ear lor.. cos to hk and back and to taiwan.. i nvr had such a serious problem of pressure change before.. and it became quite painful.. only in my right ear.. landing was quite smooth.. smoother than i expected it to be.. so i guess it's my best landing ever.. upon landing.. my ear slightly okay liao.. so went to collect baggage and took taxi home.. den got home.. my ear pain again lar.. sian.. den dats where i really had to sleep.. and i slept frm lyk 4.30 to 6.30..

yup.. thats abt all.. now i caught a cold.. i believe it was from the fisherman's wharf lor..where the winds were so chilly.. sigh.. appealing to all out dere take care of urselves.. =)

so taiwan trip comes to an end.. wonder what i'll be doing for the rest of the holiday..

(11:59 PM)


Wednesday, December 05, 2007

first thing after breakfast in the morning.. we took the High Speed Rail (HSR) to Hsinchu.. there we went to the chenghuang temple first where there were many taiwanese local snacks such as their famous meatball noodles.. then we went to the chung-hwa pui-shiou museum where we listened all abt fengshui and the suan ur name wan.. den dey wld be able to tell ur characteristics.. ohw ell.. then we went to a shop which sold purely tarts.. of course got different flavours.. we bought 3 boxes.. but guess what lar.. got some other families in our tour grp bought 3 boxes.. sounds the same but actually it's 3 big boxes.. lol.. those big kind of cardboard boxes.. then we went for lunch at a super special place.. afterall it was going to be our last meal together as a tour group.. and yup.. the restaurant is called wu jiao chuan ban.. served the best food so far.. yup..


den we went to the Taipei 101.. the tallest skyscraper in taiwan.. there was a shopping mall there too.. and again.. we didnt buy anything.. just another high-end shopping mall..


next we went to what they called the fisherman's wharf.. dere.. they had the lovers bridge or otherwise known as the ai qing qiao.. and it was super cold!! due to the winds lar i guess.. u can feel the coldness lyk right into ur blood lor.. it was that cold.. this was where they filmed liu xing hua yuan.. and yup.. it was a romantic place to be alright.. but many of us didn't wan2 stand out in the cold weather too long so all of us were back in the bus 10 minutes before the time given by the tour guide.. lol ..


after that we went to the shihlin night market.. where we ate oyster omelette.. chicken fillet.. and fried rice for dinner.. not bad lars.. although the chicken fillet was a little salty.. oh well..

so it was back to fortune hotel.. probably the 2nd best hotel after the first night's hotel.. went to look for streets to shop wif a few other families we made friends wif.. but all were close and we didn't really know where to go.. so only my sis bought 4 pairs of sox frm one shop that was lyk the only shop open among the few shops that were open..

wahh.. tmr morning to wake up so early lars.. cos need to be at the airport early.. haiyo.. better slp early.. although it's quite late already..


(10:59 PM)


Tuesday, December 04, 2007

watched some MTVs in the hotel room before departing from the hotel.. using that little time after breakfast and before we set off.. and woo hoo!! they played qi shi hai ai ni by ah xin and den gei wo ni de ai by tank.. both of which are songs that i lyk quite alot.. and after that we set off for Sun Moon Lake and Wen Wu Temple..


entrance to the temple...



Sun Moon Lake.. the biggest freshwater lake in Taiwan..


lunch was at the only crowded restaurant along the street of the sun moon lake.. and also the only restaurant that had queue.. luckily we arrived earlier and we managed to skip a huge batch of ppl coming in to eat too..


next we went to the Formosan Aboriginal Cultural Village which was a multifaceted theme park.. and most rides were mainly for kids lars.. yar.. we watched the aboriginal show where the tribal men were supposed to swing across a river using a rope hung in the centre.. and most of them managed to do it.. but one of dem..very funny lor.. jump already.. den lyk missed the rope completely.. so he ended up diving into the water and he swam across to the other side.. sat rides lyk royal train, monorail, cathrine train and canyon.. all of which were seriously boring.. no ci ji gan lars.. but oh well.. on the other hand.. the roller coaster and wat they call the UFO.. were the really ci ji ones.. but we didnt sit lors.. my mum also bu fang xin let us sit so oh well..

in the "forest" in the theme park..

one of the mansions at the theme park.. how i wish this was my house.. lol..


we carried on moving to taichung.. and we stopped at Feng Jia Night market to shop.. we ate noodles and duck rice.. drank milk tea wif pearls.. and nice seh.. i was the only wan finishing up the remaining pearls that were buried in the ice cubes... i didn't buy anything.. and i don't think i will.. so it was back to the hotel for the night.. =)


dunno how come this post so short.. but oh well.. not enough memory space in my phone for more pictures..

(9:45 PM)


Monday, December 03, 2007

breakfast was at the restaurant of the hotel.. consisted of porridge peanuts eggs and dow gay.. and thats abt all lor.. i didn't really eat my fill.. but oh well.. next it was a super long bus journey to kaohsiung.. one of the most polluted cities in taiwan.. and throughout the journey.. the bus climed a mountain using a road just to get from the the western side of taiwan to the eastern side of taiwan.. well.. taiwan is split into east and west by its mountainous regions bah.. so we so very close to the pacific ocean and after that the eastern china sea..
finally when we arrived somewhere nearer to kaohsiung.. we visited the Fo Kuan Shan monastery.. it is the largest buddhist monastery in taiwan.. and it also has a 120-ft tall Buddha statue that is surrounded by 480 smaller similar statues.. didnt include any pictures of this.. well.. yeah..
after that we stopped by at the Pearl Cultural Centre where they sold pearl powder.. and pearl jewelry.. and sia lar.. the lady talked super fast until i cannot catch wat she was saying lor.. but oh well.. nt impt.. i guess she's used to talking to tour grps so she become so efficient..

next.. the tour guide allowed us to do some shopping although it wasnt for long.. what they call Dream mall.. but it's lyk so ex lar.. it's lyk high end shopping centre so oh well.. didnt buy a single thing at all... exceot some sun biscuits..

dropped by at Sizih Bay.. supposedly clear water de..according to the itinerary.. but NO MAN.. lyk so normal lor.. it was where couples frm the nearby university wld hang out.. and according to the tour guide.. the pregnancy rate at that university is quite high.. lol..

love river cruise.. well.. dere's a story behind it..and u might be able to guess.. 2 lovers.. jumped into the river after they planned to si ben.. but due to some miscommunication.. they both waited at both ends of the river.. and when the other party failed to show up.. both jumped into the river and drowned..





went to Leo Ho Street which was known for its many delicious local snacks.. so we ate guan cai ban and fried ice cream.. pepper bun and drank si shen tang.. all of which were recommeneded by our tour guide.. not a bad recommendation after all..


what they call guan cai ban which consisted of fried bread and somewhat lyk campbell soup..superbly delicious seh..

after that it was back to Hotel Holiday Garden which had a very very cool lift..


the ceiling of the lift..
back to the hotel room for a good night's rest..

(9:45 PM)


Sunday, December 02, 2007

Seven Star Lake...

130 years ago.. which is abt how old my sch is.. haha..random.. an earthquake casued the lake to be displaced downwards via faulting and it merged wif the sea.. haha.. geog terms used here.. waves were huge and the landscape was beautiful.. coupled wif strong winds.. and the sun's rays that penetrated the clouds that shone on the sea was superbly beautiful man!!



this was taken when the waves were coming in so i started screaming.. and immediately aft that i began to run away lor..




the view was seriously magnificent.. some of the waves were really huge lorx.. and my mum got her shoes wet.. oh well..



after that the tour guide brought us to the Lingzhi Centre.. where the doctor there gavea seemingly forever-long talk.. and he talk so fast somemore lar.. chinese pro wan sia.. oh well..



next it was the Taroko Gorge.. took many many pictures of the waterfall and the river..




had lunch at the restaurant in Herb Spa Resort.. and after that it was a 3 hrs long bus ride to Taitung.. jus slept and slept.. and it was rather frustrating lor.. the bus journey so long.. luckily got bring my handphone earpiece sia..can listen to music in my phone..

den it was Chulu Ranch where i sat on a horse for 2 rounds around a small track.. and yup.. really small track.. made the money not worth it lar.. but oh well.. best part was halfway when i was on the horse.. the horse jus suddenly stopped.. and guess what it did lars.. it shitted.. lol.. and eww.. disgusting.. the person who was dragging the horse also seemed alittle chissed off.. den it was dinner at the restaurant of the hotel.. Flower Garden Hill.. this hotel was lyk so woody lor.. everything was made of wood.. and their ceilings were lyk many doors aligned together.. and their walls.. they used those kinda container zinc plates.. and it was quite yeah.. the room was big.. 4 king size beds again.. in 1 room.. wif a dining room.. living room.. and 2 toilets.. yup..

after dinner.. we had muah chee pounding.. where both tour groups under ASA tours took turns to pound.. i didnt lars.. stand one side and slack.. haha.. they added grounded peanuts too.. and end result.. it was not a bad snack after all..

we watched fireworks frm a really close up view.. and wow mann.. it was very nice.. different variations and all.. took videos of it.. here's one of them..

after that we went to the Hot Spring to jus soak ourselves inside.. and wah.. geothermal energy mann.. it was shiok lars.. got 3 different kinds of temp for ur choice.. one hot one medium and one cold.. massager for ur back and knee.. and almost everywhere else.. jus had to stand under the massager.. and poof.. totally rawks...

went back to the hotel room feeling slightly hungry so shared a cup noodle frm downstairs of the hotel room wif my sis.. yup.. thats abt all..


(9:45 PM)


Saturday, December 01, 2007

well.. we went to the Martyr's shrine in Taipei the first thing in the morning after breakfast to watch the hourly guard-changing ceremony.. it was lyk fancy drill lor..the guards.. but oh well.. actually..nth much de lar.. took pictures.. oh.. and i saw Godwin dere.. tho i dun really know him very well.. i know that he's frm the same sch as me.. and that in LTC we were in the same grp.. hahas.. guess he was on a tour too..
after that we went to chiufen.. actual hanyu pinyin.. jiu3 fen4.. located up in the hills of north east taiwan.. we ate fuzhou fishball noodle and sharks meatball noodle.. the bus ride up the hill and down the hill was super bumpy lars.. and we had to stand somemore.. sigh..

a view frm chiufen...

after that was Yilan National Center for Traditional Arts.. (24ha in area..) all the arts thing were lyk exhibited dere.. and many of the stuff that they produced were handmade.. quite alot of nice stuff dere.. but of cos.. expensive lors.. so jus spent some time walking through the whole thing and look at whats nice lor..

after that was the train ride to Hualien.. seats were rather comfortable.. and we left suaosin railway station to xin cheng.. met up wif the bus that we were gonna take for the rest of our trip and we went on to watch what they call the Ami Aboriginal Cultural show.. danced and photographed.. but yar... all of us arhs..frm singapore wan..obviously dun really know how to appreciate their dance.. and we were the only tour grp watching them perform so it was quite sang..

we had dinner at a restaurant which appeared high-class but actually quite budget.. table cloth.. they use plastic wan lars.. and the building had windows that were quite old and dirty.. and the food was avg only.. it was the chairs that made the restaurant seemed lyk a restaurant.. oh well..

this time we went back to A-star hotel.. but i'll give it a B- lol.. definitely cannot win the first night's hotel.. nowhere near it mann..



(9:45 PM)