Monday, March 12, 2007
well.. thankx to bing yu, wei en and yu juan too.. for wishing me a happy birthdae.. yup.. special thankx to wei en, kangming, daniel and kevin.. for the wonderful present.. quite expensive right guys.. told u all dun hv to go to tt expense le lors.. hais.. well.. here's the picture of it.. yup.. a basketball.. finally i hav a "real" proper basketball ler.. thankx to u guys!!
and then here's the picture of bennett's present to me.. the pig named ashley!
very very cute ritex.. hahas.. thats why i sae chaojiwudi cute.. anyways.. well.. thats lyk probably one of the most memorable presents ever.. yup.. reallly nice..
oh well.. but still.. there's some stuff bothering me.. and they look set to bother me for the rest of my life or smt.. or until someone changes the fate of it all.. sighx..
(10:52 PM)
Sunday, March 11, 2007
was it just another ordinary day for me? well.. in some ways yea..but in some ways.. not.. interestingly... this is my 99th post for my blog.. what a way to celebrate todae..
well..woke up at around 8am in the morning todae.. refusing to budge cos the whole of yesterday nvr sleep at all.. was in camp.. and yeah..just didn't wanna sleep.. afterall.. it was sec1 camp.. and it was a great time for us to bond amongst the sec4s.. through the night.. through the morning.. it was cool.. playing bridge frm lyk 2am to 3.30am.. den a grp of them came back frm outside..cos dey went out to buy food for us..and dey ate dere also lars.. wah.. dey walk all the way to parkway lars..luckily i didnt follow them.. den eat until arnd 4... went to play bb and soccer.. until arnd 5.30.. den after that we all just rested.. until it was time for the sec1s to wake up.. and den the day carried on.. oops..i digressed too much..
so yea.. i just refused to budge..until lyk 15 min later.. den i dragged myself out of bed.. the only time i slept after i came home was frm 3.30 in the afternoon till around 6 plus.. 3 hrs of sleep.. nt bad.. shuang.. but nt shuang enough.. had dinner with my godparents and family.. received a few red packets frm dem and a present frm my god-nieces.. haha.. only 3 years old lars..and dey so cute somemore.. twins larhs.. yea.. chaojiwudi cute.. den we went to walk around..across the kallang river using the tanjong rhu bridge.. the scenery was very nice.. and we took many many pictures.. it was a rather meaningful night..
although the last part of the night wasnt a really happy wan for me.. what can i do.. i'm fated to be lyk this all my life or smt.. having a sense of unhappiness forvever inside of me.. perhaps one day it will just trigger off.. and yea..u might not find me anywhere anymore..
well..that was saturday.. on sunday.. as i was saying..woke up at 8am.. and was surprised to see 3 messages and a missed call.. but nonetheless dey cheered me up a little bit.. and so went off to church.. my friends wished me happy birthdae...very much appreciated guys.. dey even wanted to sing a happy bdae song very loudly lars..wanting to embarrass me..but dey decided not to..cos we were in the sanctuary.. went out to hav lunch with our AG grp at a nearby coffee shop.. and after which we all went home.. after bathing.. slumped down into my bed..and slept for another 3 hrs again todae.. until arnd 6.30.. yup.. went dinner at my ah ma's house as usual.. it was at this time that xuanyi smsed me.. and yup.. i finally am sure tt i hv a didi ler.. thats one thing im happy abt.. although i dunno why i m unable to express it on my face..but thankx alot xuanyi.. we cut a cake to celebrate my bdae.. and haha..smt very funny happened.. while dey were singing the bdae song for me.. my 4 yr old cousin was coughing away.. and halfway in the middle of the song.. he actually vomitted! hahas.. lol..i was lyk.. err..okay....
thats why i said...todae is just lyk any other ordinary dae.. in some ways and in not some ways.. nonetheless.. i still wanna thank those who rmbed me and my bdae.. in no order of merit ya ppl.. deborah, peiyun meimei, skye, kangming, kevin, chin yi, mu en, xuanyi didi.. bennett, long kuan and lim min.. special thankx to bennett for the piggy.. hahas..its name is ashley and yea.. really cute.. it looks puffed up and yea..has a small curly wurly tail behind.. appreciate it very much..thanks.. thankx to u guys.. all those i mentioned.. it was u ppl that made my bdae a bdae..
although i somehow or rather want someone else to be in the list of ppl i mentioned above.. i know.. its probably impossible to let her noe abt it.. dere was a chance to let her know my bdae.. but i didn't..and now..tt chance is taken away frm me.. not only the chance to tell her when my bdae is.. but also probably to ever be friends again.. nt that i want her to wish me.. or give me any present..i just want her to know.. but now..it is kinda impossible.. it is possible..but it will be pointless isn't it.. moreover.. i know when her bdae is...but as a matter of fact.. i found out abt 1-2 weeks ago..tt the date that i knew it was her bdae was not her actual bdae.. and so..now i cannot even be sure when her real bdae is.. oh well.. what else can i do..but sigh..
everything happens for a purpose.. but how are u gonna cope with it when it is being kept frm u?
~.......happy birthday timothy.......~
(11:35 PM)
Thursday, March 01, 2007
well.. jus came back from skittleball competition organised by yio chu kang secondary school.. in ang mo kio.. totally shack and worn out.. lol.. run here run dere.. jump here jump dere.. shout here shout dere.. hai..
if not for nano i wouldn hav actually come online now lars.. which also means that i wouldn't be typing this post now.. yeah.. well.. he wanted me to send him smt immediately once i got home.. so yeah.. sighx..
well.. the skittleball competition was rather fun.. it jus started to become even more fun when we started getting the hang of it.. yeah.. learning all the various tactics and stuff lyk that.. we won most of our games.. we lost 1.. abit lyk thrashing lar.. but nvm.. its over.. and we drew one also.. due to time constraint.. so yea.. but in the end this game was not counted as this game was the last game of the entire competition for us.. a win wld score us 3 points.. draw 2 points and loss no points..
so after all the games were played.. everyone gathered to listen to the results.. we were so happy when it was announced that we won first.. although in our hearts we somehow knew that somewhere smt was not right.. afterall there was another sch that won every match that they played and so dey shld actually be the one getting the first plac.e.. just as everyone was leaving after the results were released, Mayflower Sec appealed to the officers to check the scores again and yea.. true enough.. we werent supposed to get first.. and so we had to exchange our trophies.. oh well.. what to do.. what is meant to be yours will be yours.. but since it isn't.. so well.. yup.. lets just accept it.. its how we play the game.. and not the outcome of it..
went for dinner at a nearby coffee shop.. the hor fun and fried rice was really nice.. yea.. and so as we were making our way back to ang mo kio mrt station, we bumped into our friends frm Manjusri again... we met at yio chu kang sec.. we met on the playing field.. and we met them again just outside the mrt.. and so we travelled together..
nvr knew that the guy frm Manjusri that was with us stayed so near me.. and so we alighted at the same station and he even called me as we were walking down the stairs.. i expected to be the only wan alighting at Eunos Mrt marhs.. den he actually said loudly "don't so lonely lehs.." den i turned out and looked.. yea..it was him lors.. and den we started talking...
even ended up giving him a lift home cos my father decided to come fetch me.. and yup.. in the process.. i made a new friend.. just lyk that.. haha.. cool huh..
i have been wanting to blog abt smt that happened last week.. last friday.. well.. me and my friend were crossing the road.. at the pedestrian crossing.. and we saw this frog/toad (whatever it is) hopping and hopping.. well.. he looked so poor thing lar.. cos he was at the same time using the exact same pedestrian crossing as us.. well.. we were at the central divider and Kevin wanted to pick him up.. i stopped him and told him that there was 6 seconds left before the red man would be lighted up.. so we hurriedly crossed over.. and dere we stood at the other end of the road.. looking out for wat might happen to the frog.. we cld still see him hopping and hopping.. a car missed him.... a taxi missed him.. the front wheels of a bus missed him.. but yea.. the back wheels didn't..
well.. you shld have seen both our reactions.. we were lyk "oh!! OH! !!!" and even i was covering my ears and eyes.. cos well.. u see.. when the frog was run over, there was this loud "piak" sound.. just lyk a super loud snap.. and well.. if u can imagine this.. i pictured in my mind that the frog "exploded" lars.. and that his organs were forced out of him.. and i felt really pitiful for him.. and guess wat my friend did.. he blamed me lars.. for stopping him from picking up the frog.. for if he did.. the frog wouldn't have ended up in this state..
this incident really made me think.. how sudden one's life can be taken away.. we honestly need to treasure our lives and maximise it to its fullest.. if God wants to... he'll just take it away from you and there's NOTHING you can do about it..
even till now.. im having images of it appearing in my mind.. and i really feel sad.. sighx.. ppl.. do treasure your life alright..
okay.. gotta go offline already.. still got some stuff to do before i turn in.. so yup..
signing off....................
(10:11 PM)