Thursday, October 26, 2006
sighx.. okay.. last day of school.. and so.. big deal.. tell u lors.. it was no fun for me lars.. the whole year.. sighx.. report cards got back.. yea.. but its lyk totally pooi.. sighx..
erms.. i really dunno wat else to talk about right now.. just lyk totally blanked out.. and everything.. here as im sitting down in front of my computer.. im really mentally tired alright.. i just want a break.. a serious break.. u guys hv any idea how long i was looking forward to this hols? ever since when i was looking forward to this hols? starting of august i already yearned for the holidays to come faster lars.. sighx..
oh ya.. and u know wat happened to me yesterday.. must have gone down into the Book of Guiness World Records or smt.. i was taking off my specs in front of my computer last night.. with one hand.. and usually i do it with one hand.. and den the small little piece of metal linking both sides of the lens together right.. just broke off lars.. and so.. my specs just split into two.. woah.. dats lyk wat.. super pro..
sighx.. i really dunno wats wrong with my life.. my life.. is lyk.. so screwed.. UP..
(10:54 PM)
Saturday, October 14, 2006
well. has been quite some time since i posted.. the last time i posted was when i was sick..hai..
exams.. cannot be considered to have ended yet up bah.. but some ppl tell me they already consider it to hav ended liao le.. so yea.. *shrug*..
last paper.. geography.. mcq.. its lyk so crap lar.. purposely split it up into two days.. and so happened.. yea.. so happened.. dat ITS OVER THE WEEKEND.. whoa!! thankx lors.. spoil the weekend for me.. argh..
welll.. have been thinking alot about life lately.. as in.. generally.. and i really wonder... lyk why there even was such a thing as life.. lyk who asked to have life.. and why was life lyk tt.. i mean.. oh pls.. who is enjoying life right now.. maybe there are some lars.. but definitely not me..
well.. how many of u actually are able to relate to someone so fully and so totally that u feel as though u hv in tt sense poured out ur soul to tt person? very few i guess.. and its not lyk u hv the opportunity to do tt to everyone whom u know.. cos u might not trust tt person.. and everything.. yup..
and how much emotions have u put into spending time wif tt someone? i dare say i put in everything tt i cld.. to u... but i tried too hard.. way too hard.. that i didn't know i was hurting u.. and im really sorry.. for hurting u..
for the past 7 months.. of knowing each other.. yup.. i just hope that u do rmb 1 second of it.. at least 1.. other than that.. i think u shldn't be remembering anything else.. cos its not worth ur memory.. or lyk wat i hv always said.. ur memory space..
it just hurts so much inside lors.. but yet.. i dun want it to be known.. or even the reason to be known.. cos dere's no point.. no one will understand me.. or the way i feel..
funny isnt it.. exams are about to end yet im thinking this way.. ha. its just the screwed up part of me lars.. okay.. not anyone's fault.. so i guess.. all u ppl out dere.. shld just leave me alone..
(9:57 PM)